[Faith swallows, feeling a lump forming in her throat when Buffy admits to missing her. She tries to look her in the eye as she talks despite the fact that each word makes her want to avert her gaze in discomfort. She can't help the pained expression that crosses her face at the end of it.
'Not the way I did'.]
I miss you too. I know you might not be able to trust me again. I know. And I... I know you said not to apologize. [Or she'd beat her to death. That had been the words she'd chosen. Faith had listened and read every last word in that network post.] But I am sorry. I know I should have told you. I just... I wanted... fuck, I don't know what I wanted.
[She'd wanted to be selfish.]
I don't know what the last thing you experienced was. But I was in prison. For years. I turned myself in. I had to break out recently to help Angel.
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Date: 2022-09-18 03:54 am (UTC)'Not the way I did'.]
I miss you too. I know you might not be able to trust me again. I know. And I... I know you said not to apologize. [Or she'd beat her to death. That had been the words she'd chosen. Faith had listened and read every last word in that network post.] But I am sorry. I know I should have told you. I just... I wanted... fuck, I don't know what I wanted.
[She'd wanted to be selfish.]
I don't know what the last thing you experienced was. But I was in prison. For years. I turned myself in. I had to break out recently to help Angel.
And then I stayed out. To help you.