I'm sure you do. [She laughs playfully, leaning back to return her attention to her own cup of coffee. He was a smooth talker and she can't help but enjoy his way with words.
His talk of connection and freedom colors her expression a bit though and he'll no doubt notice it. She's got nothing holding her here. Not really. No family. No one to care about really. Only people to run from and avoid. Except maybe Angel, but he had his own problems. She really just wants to find someplace where she feels like she belongs. Where she's needed and has a place that feels like hers. She's not had that. Even being called as a Slayer ultimately left her trailing Buffy around for scraps. Maybe if she got further away she wouldn't feel it as keenly.] Don't know exactly. Something new, I guess. Something I haven't found here. A new start?
[He notices with a quickness, that longing and lost look. It's a look he has the most experience in finding and touching upon. To see an individual go from longing to contentment has been his life's calling, it feels. To lead the lost, and build the world of acceptance for those who long for it.
Dutch nods with an open expression, one that speaks empathy and hints at a solution. He doesn't break his attention from Faith.]
It doesn't necessitate goin' to another continent to find a new life, Faith. What you need, at least if you're willin' to take outside advice, is somethin' that allows you the freedom to be who you are, and the acceptance of what you can do. Tell me, have you ever considered surroundin' yourself with like minds? [He gestures as though to have her hold her skepticism for a moment.] Not, of course, to say that you aren't peerless, I know you've got more than your fair share of unique abilities, at least accordin' to your arsenal, and how you hold yourself. Just... people who similarly strive to live freely, to live. Survival's one thing, my dear, but to taste the sweetness of acceptance and appreciate the freedom that comes from casting off the desire to be a part of a society that don't seem to fit.
It's what I've done, what my family has done. We've come to the edge of what civilization has to offer, saw it was lackin', and decided to play games with it, rather than ingratiate ourselves to it. And if you allow it, I'd be honored to offer a glimpse. If you don't feel like you would find comfort in travelin' this beautiful country with me'n mine, you're at no call or accord to. We've got all manner of folk who come and go as they please, but they have a home with us, no matter how far they stray.
[She listens, alternating from not quite meeting his gaze and staring down at her cup. It's tempting. Of course, it is. But she's scared of it too. People close to her had an uncanny habit of ending up dead, for one thing. For a second thing, living and travelling with a group would make it harder and harder to hide what she was and what she hunted.
Her coffee's getting cold. For something to do and delay an answer, she moves over to the carafe to fill it up with some of the still-warm liquid. She'll need to say something.] Sounds nice. [She clasps her cup with both hands, tapping the side with a finger.] What's the catch? [Surely there was one? Outside of the dangers she brought along with her already.]
Catch is, you'd be running with a rowdy group of outlaws. Probably get a bounty on your own head eventually. You'd be puttin' yourself in a situation where you'd have to pay in on occasion, just to keep your friends and you afloat. Not necessarily monetarily, information's just as good.
Ain't so bad, all things considered.
[Dutch isn't lying, and isn't exactly omitting anything important. The finer details could be ironed out in time. He still doesn't quite have an idea of what she's about, but then again, he isn't sure what Trelawney is about, either, and that man has been running with them for years.
He tilts his head at her nervousness that she tries to hide under aloofness. The thought comes to mind that most people named after a virtue had very little of it, and his favorite virtue is that which she lacks. His tone goes low and careful, like he's cushioning her emotions in it.]
Faith, I'd ask only that you put an ounce of trust in me. You are welcome at any time.
[She suspected as much about Dutch, so his mention of outlaws only earns him a small quirk of the brow from over her cup, which she sets on the table beside the carafe. Faith's been on her own for a while. Too long. It's easier, yes. But the loneliness has been eating at her.
Trust is hard for her. She's been betrayed one too many times. Opening herself up to the potential for that hurt again? It's terrifying. Faith's arms cross, wrapping around her middle. It's a long moment before her gaze rises up to meet his again.
Dutch certainly had a way with words. A way that's hard to argue with and that hit to her core.] I'll come to take a look. Can't make any promises that I'll stay, but they way you talk it up, might as well see.
['talk it up' gets a chuckle out of him, still warm and rough, like a good whiskey.] Oh, if I was talkin' it up, I'd call it paradise on earth. A camp of gentlemen and kind women. It assuredly is not. The cook can't cook, the women are bawdy, and the men ain't gentle. They're respectable, most of 'em, provided you can take a little shit thrown your way. It is only what you make it.
[Dutch slips away from the window to set the cup aside, and finishes off his cigarette, putting it out.] And of course, there's a matter of work. Assumin' you ain't in the habit of bein' a scullery maid of some measure, you'd be asked to provide assistance when guns are needed. Guard duty, probably, if you ain't busy doin' what you do, while you stay with us. The odd job here'n there, if you ain't averse to some light robbery.
[He moves back towards her, more bold as he sets a hand on her shoulder, his voice conspiratorial.] Show my boys up when it comes to handlin' weapons. You've got the posture of a woman who knows what she's good at, and I see potential in takin' those men's egos down a peg. They're damn good, but they don't need to feel like they're the pinnacle of gunmanship.
I wouldn't want a camp of gentlemen and kind women, anyway. And I can throw back whatever they send my way, plus some more. [She could talk shit with the best of them and isn't one to shy away from witty banter. Faith looks a little uncertain on the matter of guns and helping with robberies though. It didn't really fit with her aims of redeeming herself. It was hard to avoid killing in this day and age, especially as a woman on her own when she needed to protect herself or others. Not all monsters were demons, after all. Still, what might she be signing herself up for throwing in with this lot?
The hand on her shoulder isn't shirked away despite that uncertainty lingering in her mind. Faith wonders just how much she's going to regret this, but she's drawn to the potential all the same. A place to belong.] I don't like killing people that don't deserve killing, I'll just say that right out. But I would help protect your group if it comes to that. [She's gotta draw the line somewhere to keep from descending to the darkness she'd let consume her once already.
Faith's smile turns devilish at the prospect of putting Dutch's 'boys' in their place. That is certainly something that appeals to her] I'm good with guns, sure. But if you really want me to take them down a peg, should have me challenge them to a fistfight. Don't worry, I won't bruise them up too bad.
Good. We try to keep casualties to a minimum, and try to keep innocent lives out of the equation. Though, when it's a matter of them or us... [He lets the thought trail off like his hand does, moving away from her shoulder, letting his fingertips linger a moment, and he finds a chair to settle down in, pulling one leg up to hook his ankle up over his knee. He's still appraising her, and probably would be doing that for a while. Faith is a riddle, and he so enjoys riddles.]
Some of them would balk at hittin' a lady, but most would relish the idea of throwin' their weight around. Personally, I'd be entertained to see Bill knocked on his ass. He's big, he's strong and proud, but he's about as intelligent as a pound of ground chuck. You probably saw him at the bar last night. The nasal, bearded one tryin' to pick a fight with that pockmarked feller at the bar.
[He can imagine it, too; Faith, all thin frame, self-confidence and unassuming, taking down the giant wall of man. Bill won't know what to do with himself. The men will all line up to test their mettle, and he's certain most would lose. Not his best boys, though. They wouldn't dare test themselves, they'd never question Dutch's eye for things, and wouldn't question that she's able to keep up with them.
And yet, Faith is still so vulnerable. Vulnerable in the way all that he takes in are. Lost adrift in streams of society, trying to swim upstream. They all came to him, tired of fighting alone, tired of feeling the cold shoulders of all that passed them. In their way, Dutch and his crew are, every one of them, glad for the company of misfits like themselves. They're a wolf pack made of outcasts from other packs.
And she seems just the type. She is the whole package. His expectations are high for her, but he has a feeling that she's the kind to exceed those. And he's not too sure why, but he feels that she's just the kind of challenge he's been looking for in other ways, as well.]
[A small shiver runs up her spine at his lingering touch, both for the presense of his fingers and the implications of what they might have to do to survive. This is certainly all a mistake, still, she can't seem to stop herself from making it. She wants to take that chance. A chance that she might find what she'd been looking for.]
Yeah, I remember him. [He's been a little hard to miss with his size and the volume of his companion.] Him and that loud Irishman seemed to be looking for trouble.
[She wonders how long she'll be able to stay with them before they started to question just who or what she was. Beating up men and being good with a weapon is one thing, but Faith could do far more than that. More than any normal human being could. A concern for another time. For now, she's just going to see where this road takes her.]
[Dutch's expression breaks out into a grin and he gives a dismissive wave of his hand.] Sean? He's one of those loud ones I told you about. He never stops makin' noise. Talks in his sleep, too. And those two're always up to some trouble or another. We have to keep leashes on both of 'em or they wind up pissin' off half the town. Good men, though. Sean especially. That kid's got more energy to him than half the camp combined.
[He's very proud of all his boys, it seems. Even Bill, who, despite all his flaws is exceptionally loyal. If there's one person Dutch knows would never betray him, it's Bill. He doesn't even put that kind of faith in some of the long-standing members.
He wonders just how loyal Faith is to what she believes in. No matter what she does, or what she's hiding, Dutch is more concerned about one thing: her discretion. He's already offered an invitation to see what the gang's about, and won't renege on that.]
And all these folks in our camp, they came the way they are. I'd never ask for anyone to change themselves or what they do, to conform to some arbitrary notion of how folks oughta be. My favorite author says, a man can't change his nature, and I say why try? Embrace it. Embrace your nature, and we'll embrace it with you, Miss Lehane.
[He knows precisely which point of pressure he's leaning on, trying to eke out some hint of her nature that she hasn't already offered up.]
[If Faith had run across Dutch and his group she probably wouldn't have even hesitated to join them with how desperate she'd been to belong somewhere and she'd been that more desperate to show off and damn the consequences. She likes to think slightly wiser than she used to be, although the idea of it still draws her. The way he talks about them, it's like family.
Faith lets out an amused laugh at the notion that she could be fully herself with them. It's a nice thought, but she doesn't look like she entirely believes him.] Embrace my nature, huh? Be careful what you wish for, Dutch. My nature is not for the faint of heart. [And not easily believed for that matter.]
[That statement draws a rough laugh out of Dutch, unbound by politeness. He's not sorry for how that hits him as a threat without teeth or merit.]
And what makes you think I'm scared of any nature? Provided you ain't in the habit of cannibalism or reckless murder, I think we can see eye to eye in this particular arrangement. It's taken me years to come to the conclusion that I am a very good judge of character. All of my people, they're all sharp, but with their hearts in the right place. By my invitation, I'm implyin' the same of you, Faith.
[She does look slightly irritated by his laughing at her, but she likes Dutch enough not to get too upset about it or sock him in the nose. And the words he follows up with do soothe the slight ding to her ego.
There's also the matter that he doesn't know what she is since she's not saying. Partly because she does fear that if she were to explain he might go back on his offer or he thought her crazy. What he might do if he did discover the truth and did believe it? She's no idea. How people reacted to that sort of thing is hard to predict.]
Well, then I'll do my best to live up to your expectations, Mr. Van Der Linde.
[ooc: want to close this one out and then we can do some kind of follow-up in the future? or another meme somewhere down the line? I'm really enjoying this. <3 ]
[OOC: I'm adoring this line, myself! If you find a meme you want to drop onto with them, I'm here for it! Just as a head's up, I prefer prose form, myself. If you want to get a hold of me, my Plurk is CuriouslyHigh or discord Curiously High#0126
Also, I'm being sent by Faith getting into it with Dutch.
edit to add: And I've been thinking about a modern-times AU if you'd prefer!]
[ooc: I'm fine with prose, so that's fine with me and we can do that in the future, I have zero preference. I don't have a Plurk anymore but I do have a Discord, I just sent you a friend request: bisky#3564.
It's been an amusing interaction for me too and I look forward to seeing where it goes. I adored RDR2, so I kind of love the opportunity of tossing mine at people who play characters from it.
Also, I do like having Faith be in Dutch's time since it brings a lot of interesting dynamics into it that I'm enjoying playing out with her. But if you do want to try modern AU stuff with him though at some point, I'd definitely toss her at him.]
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Date: 2021-12-05 08:02 pm (UTC)His talk of connection and freedom colors her expression a bit though and he'll no doubt notice it. She's got nothing holding her here. Not really. No family. No one to care about really. Only people to run from and avoid. Except maybe Angel, but he had his own problems. She really just wants to find someplace where she feels like she belongs. Where she's needed and has a place that feels like hers. She's not had that. Even being called as a Slayer ultimately left her trailing Buffy around for scraps. Maybe if she got further away she wouldn't feel it as keenly.] Don't know exactly. Something new, I guess. Something I haven't found here. A new start?
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Date: 2021-12-05 08:43 pm (UTC)Dutch nods with an open expression, one that speaks empathy and hints at a solution. He doesn't break his attention from Faith.]
It doesn't necessitate goin' to another continent to find a new life, Faith. What you need, at least if you're willin' to take outside advice, is somethin' that allows you the freedom to be who you are, and the acceptance of what you can do. Tell me, have you ever considered surroundin' yourself with like minds? [He gestures as though to have her hold her skepticism for a moment.] Not, of course, to say that you aren't peerless, I know you've got more than your fair share of unique abilities, at least accordin' to your arsenal, and how you hold yourself. Just... people who similarly strive to live freely, to live. Survival's one thing, my dear, but to taste the sweetness of acceptance and appreciate the freedom that comes from casting off the desire to be a part of a society that don't seem to fit.
It's what I've done, what my family has done. We've come to the edge of what civilization has to offer, saw it was lackin', and decided to play games with it, rather than ingratiate ourselves to it. And if you allow it, I'd be honored to offer a glimpse. If you don't feel like you would find comfort in travelin' this beautiful country with me'n mine, you're at no call or accord to. We've got all manner of folk who come and go as they please, but they have a home with us, no matter how far they stray.
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Date: 2021-12-05 09:03 pm (UTC)Her coffee's getting cold. For something to do and delay an answer, she moves over to the carafe to fill it up with some of the still-warm liquid. She'll need to say something.] Sounds nice. [She clasps her cup with both hands, tapping the side with a finger.] What's the catch? [Surely there was one? Outside of the dangers she brought along with her already.]
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Date: 2021-12-05 09:18 pm (UTC)Ain't so bad, all things considered.
[Dutch isn't lying, and isn't exactly omitting anything important. The finer details could be ironed out in time. He still doesn't quite have an idea of what she's about, but then again, he isn't sure what Trelawney is about, either, and that man has been running with them for years.
He tilts his head at her nervousness that she tries to hide under aloofness. The thought comes to mind that most people named after a virtue had very little of it, and his favorite virtue is that which she lacks. His tone goes low and careful, like he's cushioning her emotions in it.]
Faith, I'd ask only that you put an ounce of trust in me. You are welcome at any time.
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Date: 2021-12-05 09:49 pm (UTC)Trust is hard for her. She's been betrayed one too many times. Opening herself up to the potential for that hurt again? It's terrifying. Faith's arms cross, wrapping around her middle. It's a long moment before her gaze rises up to meet his again.
Dutch certainly had a way with words. A way that's hard to argue with and that hit to her core.] I'll come to take a look. Can't make any promises that I'll stay, but they way you talk it up, might as well see.
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Date: 2021-12-05 10:13 pm (UTC)[Dutch slips away from the window to set the cup aside, and finishes off his cigarette, putting it out.] And of course, there's a matter of work. Assumin' you ain't in the habit of bein' a scullery maid of some measure, you'd be asked to provide assistance when guns are needed. Guard duty, probably, if you ain't busy doin' what you do, while you stay with us. The odd job here'n there, if you ain't averse to some light robbery.
[He moves back towards her, more bold as he sets a hand on her shoulder, his voice conspiratorial.] Show my boys up when it comes to handlin' weapons. You've got the posture of a woman who knows what she's good at, and I see potential in takin' those men's egos down a peg. They're damn good, but they don't need to feel like they're the pinnacle of gunmanship.
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Date: 2021-12-05 11:53 pm (UTC)The hand on her shoulder isn't shirked away despite that uncertainty lingering in her mind. Faith wonders just how much she's going to regret this, but she's drawn to the potential all the same. A place to belong.] I don't like killing people that don't deserve killing, I'll just say that right out. But I would help protect your group if it comes to that. [She's gotta draw the line somewhere to keep from descending to the darkness she'd let consume her once already.
Faith's smile turns devilish at the prospect of putting Dutch's 'boys' in their place. That is certainly something that appeals to her] I'm good with guns, sure. But if you really want me to take them down a peg, should have me challenge them to a fistfight. Don't worry, I won't bruise them up too bad.
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Date: 2021-12-06 12:25 am (UTC)Some of them would balk at hittin' a lady, but most would relish the idea of throwin' their weight around. Personally, I'd be entertained to see Bill knocked on his ass. He's big, he's strong and proud, but he's about as intelligent as a pound of ground chuck. You probably saw him at the bar last night. The nasal, bearded one tryin' to pick a fight with that pockmarked feller at the bar.
[He can imagine it, too; Faith, all thin frame, self-confidence and unassuming, taking down the giant wall of man. Bill won't know what to do with himself. The men will all line up to test their mettle, and he's certain most would lose. Not his best boys, though. They wouldn't dare test themselves, they'd never question Dutch's eye for things, and wouldn't question that she's able to keep up with them.
And yet, Faith is still so vulnerable. Vulnerable in the way all that he takes in are. Lost adrift in streams of society, trying to swim upstream. They all came to him, tired of fighting alone, tired of feeling the cold shoulders of all that passed them. In their way, Dutch and his crew are, every one of them, glad for the company of misfits like themselves. They're a wolf pack made of outcasts from other packs.
And she seems just the type. She is the whole package. His expectations are high for her, but he has a feeling that she's the kind to exceed those. And he's not too sure why, but he feels that she's just the kind of challenge he's been looking for in other ways, as well.]
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Date: 2021-12-06 01:42 am (UTC)Yeah, I remember him. [He's been a little hard to miss with his size and the volume of his companion.] Him and that loud Irishman seemed to be looking for trouble.
[She wonders how long she'll be able to stay with them before they started to question just who or what she was. Beating up men and being good with a weapon is one thing, but Faith could do far more than that. More than any normal human being could. A concern for another time. For now, she's just going to see where this road takes her.]
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Date: 2021-12-06 02:19 am (UTC)Sean? He's one of those loud ones I told you about. He never stops makin' noise. Talks in his sleep, too. And those two're always up to some trouble or another. We have to keep leashes on both of 'em or they wind up pissin' off half the town. Good men, though. Sean especially. That kid's got more energy to him than half the camp combined.
[He's very proud of all his boys, it seems. Even Bill, who, despite all his flaws is exceptionally loyal. If there's one person Dutch knows would never betray him, it's Bill. He doesn't even put that kind of faith in some of the long-standing members.
He wonders just how loyal Faith is to what she believes in. No matter what she does, or what she's hiding, Dutch is more concerned about one thing: her discretion. He's already offered an invitation to see what the gang's about, and won't renege on that.]
And all these folks in our camp, they came the way they are. I'd never ask for anyone to change themselves or what they do, to conform to some arbitrary notion of how folks oughta be. My favorite author says, a man can't change his nature, and I say why try? Embrace it. Embrace your nature, and we'll embrace it with you, Miss Lehane.
[He knows precisely which point of pressure he's leaning on, trying to eke out some hint of her nature that she hasn't already offered up.]
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Date: 2021-12-07 12:58 am (UTC)Faith lets out an amused laugh at the notion that she could be fully herself with them. It's a nice thought, but she doesn't look like she entirely believes him.] Embrace my nature, huh? Be careful what you wish for, Dutch. My nature is not for the faint of heart. [And not easily believed for that matter.]
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Date: 2021-12-07 08:55 pm (UTC)And what makes you think I'm scared of any nature? Provided you ain't in the habit of cannibalism or reckless murder, I think we can see eye to eye in this particular arrangement. It's taken me years to come to the conclusion that I am a very good judge of character. All of my people, they're all sharp, but with their hearts in the right place. By my invitation, I'm implyin' the same of you, Faith.
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Date: 2021-12-08 10:10 pm (UTC)There's also the matter that he doesn't know what she is since she's not saying. Partly because she does fear that if she were to explain he might go back on his offer or he thought her crazy. What he might do if he did discover the truth and did believe it? She's no idea. How people reacted to that sort of thing is hard to predict.]
Well, then I'll do my best to live up to your expectations, Mr. Van Der Linde.
[ooc: want to close this one out and then we can do some kind of follow-up in the future? or another meme somewhere down the line? I'm really enjoying this. <3 ]
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Date: 2021-12-08 10:22 pm (UTC)Also, I'm being sent by Faith getting into it with Dutch.
edit to add: And I've been thinking about a modern-times AU if you'd prefer!]
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Date: 2021-12-09 12:08 am (UTC)It's been an amusing interaction for me too and I look forward to seeing where it goes. I adored RDR2, so I kind of love the opportunity of tossing mine at people who play characters from it.
Also, I do like having Faith be in Dutch's time since it brings a lot of interesting dynamics into it that I'm enjoying playing out with her. But if you do want to try modern AU stuff with him though at some point, I'd definitely toss her at him.]