my sister woke up and forgot our whole lives like everything our shitty childhood Our siblings She has no idea who we are She doesn’t remember being here Nothing
idk idt so? unless he just made up some big bullshit for her to believe... she says she was in a car accident which wld be a pretty weird choice for around here I think
to say the least idk ive told her some stuff but its all so fucking insane??? how do u just tell someone all that shit?
[Even with only the parts he's told Faith about it all (or that she's witnessed by Hell's doing), it's more than enough to make someone's head spin. And there's so much more to it, still, too, that doesn't make any part of their lives something easily digestible.]
idk its weird like i have to get to know her all over again she has to get to know me again we get to start over in a way and maybe thats good but it also feels like cheating? b/c theres no history for her so she doesnt know that she spent so long hating all of us and what happens when her memories come back assuming they do like is she gonna be pissed if we didnt tell her the truth its hard to know what to do which parts to tell her
[Sometimes, it feels like he only sees Faith when he’s decided he’s having some crisis or other. He hopes she doesn’t feel that way, and he’s always so glad when she comes over like this. She’s just...there. Whenever he needs her to be. And that isn’t something he’s used to. It’s nice. He wouldn’t want it to be a burden or something to her. An inconvenience of some kind. (He does so often feel like both of those things to everyone he’s friends with).]
[Faith is accustomed to being used in some ways, but not like this. She so very much wants to be needed. Wanted. Maybe it's not entirely healthy that she comes running every time he needs it, but she does want to. She wants to be there for him.]
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Date: 2020-12-08 03:54 pm (UTC)like everything
our shitty childhood
Our siblings
She has no idea who we are
She doesn’t remember being here
Nothing
[He is definitely just a bit freaked out.]
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Date: 2020-12-08 10:22 pm (UTC)you think it's something lucifer did?
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Date: 2020-12-08 11:38 pm (UTC)unless he just made up some big bullshit for her to believe...
she says she was in a car accident which wld be a pretty weird choice for around here I think
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Date: 2020-12-10 03:38 am (UTC)and something happened there?
how does she seem? you know, aside from the memory loss.
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Date: 2020-12-12 03:03 am (UTC)that it cld be something back home somehow?
i told u how it ended right?
[Some part of him will probably always believe himself dead and truly dammed for eternity.]
ok as far as i can tell
happier b/c of it...
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Date: 2020-12-13 10:33 pm (UTC)[And that did complicate that theory a bit. But what else could it be?]
cant say im surprised
your twos childhood was balls
and it say this as someone with experience.
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Date: 2020-12-13 10:58 pm (UTC)to say the least
idk ive told her some stuff but
its all so fucking insane???
how do u just tell someone all that shit?
[Even with only the parts he's told Faith about it all (or that she's witnessed by Hell's doing), it's more than enough to make someone's head spin. And there's so much more to it, still, too, that doesn't make any part of their lives something easily digestible.]
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Date: 2020-12-14 09:37 pm (UTC)how'd she take what you've told her already?
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Date: 2020-12-18 01:58 am (UTC)but idk if thats just the shock making her numb to it or what
[A few minutes go by before he eventually adds: ]
shes so happy rn faith
i
dont wanna ruin it
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Date: 2020-12-18 09:16 pm (UTC)how are you doing with all this?
you want me to come over?
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Date: 2020-12-19 12:32 pm (UTC)like i have to get to know her all over again
she has to get to know me again
we get to start over in a way and maybe thats good but it also feels like cheating?
b/c theres no history for her so she doesnt know that she spent so long hating all of us
and what happens when her memories come back assuming they do like is she gonna be pissed if we didnt tell her the truth
its hard to know what to do which parts to tell her
[Badly. With panic. That's how he's taking it.]
if u want i wldnt object
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Date: 2020-12-21 11:28 pm (UTC)[Since it sure seems like he needs someone right now.]
im sure whatever you do once/if she gets her memories back she knows you care
that you did your best?
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Date: 2020-12-23 05:10 am (UTC)ty...
[Sometimes, it feels like he only sees Faith when he’s decided he’s having some crisis or other. He hopes she doesn’t feel that way, and he’s always so glad when she comes over like this. She’s just...there. Whenever he needs her to be. And that isn’t something he’s used to. It’s nice. He wouldn’t want it to be a burden or something to her. An inconvenience of some kind. (He does so often feel like both of those things to everyone he’s friends with).]
i hope so
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Date: 2020-12-24 02:15 am (UTC)i love you.
i'll be there in my christmas pjs