Exactly. [She ducks her head, burying it a bit into his shoulder.] I know it wasn't good for me. Being alone. But seems like that's where I'm gonna end up anyway, right? Eventually. [She knows she's rambling now.] You'll leave too. Or I will. Or you'll realize what a mess I am and that I'm not worth risking a citation for when you've got Andy and... I met Ray on the train, so I know you've got him too.

[And maybe she feels jealous. Even though it's fucking stupid to be.]