idk its weird like i have to get to know her all over again she has to get to know me again we get to start over in a way and maybe thats good but it also feels like cheating? b/c theres no history for her so she doesnt know that she spent so long hating all of us and what happens when her memories come back assuming they do like is she gonna be pissed if we didnt tell her the truth its hard to know what to do which parts to tell her
[Sometimes, it feels like he only sees Faith when he’s decided he’s having some crisis or other. He hopes she doesn’t feel that way, and he’s always so glad when she comes over like this. She’s just...there. Whenever he needs her to be. And that isn’t something he’s used to. It’s nice. He wouldn’t want it to be a burden or something to her. An inconvenience of some kind. (He does so often feel like both of those things to everyone he’s friends with).]
[Faith is accustomed to being used in some ways, but not like this. She so very much wants to be needed. Wanted. Maybe it's not entirely healthy that she comes running every time he needs it, but she does want to. She wants to be there for him.]
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how are you doing with all this?
you want me to come over?
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like i have to get to know her all over again
she has to get to know me again
we get to start over in a way and maybe thats good but it also feels like cheating?
b/c theres no history for her so she doesnt know that she spent so long hating all of us
and what happens when her memories come back assuming they do like is she gonna be pissed if we didnt tell her the truth
its hard to know what to do which parts to tell her
[Badly. With panic. That's how he's taking it.]
if u want i wldnt object
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[Since it sure seems like he needs someone right now.]
im sure whatever you do once/if she gets her memories back she knows you care
that you did your best?
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ty...
[Sometimes, it feels like he only sees Faith when he’s decided he’s having some crisis or other. He hopes she doesn’t feel that way, and he’s always so glad when she comes over like this. She’s just...there. Whenever he needs her to be. And that isn’t something he’s used to. It’s nice. He wouldn’t want it to be a burden or something to her. An inconvenience of some kind. (He does so often feel like both of those things to everyone he’s friends with).]
i hope so
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i love you.
i'll be there in my christmas pjs